Jonathan Van Ness Opens Up About Decision To Reveal HIV Diagnosis | TODAY


PREFAME DAYS AS A HAIRSTYLIST AND TALKS CANDIDLY ABOUT DEALING AND TALKS CANDIDLY ABOUT DEALING WITH ADDICTION, ABUSE, AND A WITH ADDICTION, ABUSE, AND A LIFE CHANGING HIV DIAGNOSIS. LIFE CHANGING HIV DIAGNOSIS. WE’RE GOING TO TALK WITH HIM IN WE’RE GOING TO TALK WITH HIM IN A MOMENT. A MOMENT. FIRST, HERE’S A LITTLE MORE ON FIRST, HERE’S A LITTLE MORE ON JONATHAN’S JOURNEY. JONATHAN’S JOURNEY. JONATHAN VAN NESS IS BEST KNOWN JONATHAN VAN NESS IS BEST KNOWN AS THE HAIR AND GROOMING GURU ON AS THE HAIR AND GROOMING GURU ON QUEER EYE. QUEER EYE.>>IT’S NOT VANITY, IT’S>>IT’S NOT VANITY, IT’S SELF-CARE AND THERE’S A SELF-CARE AND THERE’S A DIFFERENCE. DIFFERENCE.>>HE’S THE BREAK OUT STAR KNOWN>>HE’S THE BREAK OUT STAR KNOWN FOR LAUGHS, FASHION AND FUN. FOR LAUGHS, FASHION AND FUN. BUT LONG BEFORE VAN NESS WAS AN BUT LONG BEFORE VAN NESS WAS AN EMMY AWARD WINNER, THE EMMY AWARD WINNER, THE SELF-PROCLAIMED FIGURE SKATING SELF-PROCLAIMED FIGURE SKATING AND GYMNASTIC ENTHUSIAST WAS AND GYMNASTIC ENTHUSIAST WAS STRUGGLING TO FIND HIS WAY, STRUGGLING TO FIND HIS WAY, GROWING UP GUY IN QUINCY, GROWING UP GUY IN QUINCY, ILLINOIS. ILLINOIS. VAN NESS IS TAKING A SERIOUS VAN NESS IS TAKING A SERIOUS TURN IN A NEW MEMOIR, OVER THE TURN IN A NEW MEMOIR, OVER THE TOP, DETAILING HIS JOURNEY, TOP, DETAILING HIS JOURNEY, SHARING DEEPLY PERSONAL DETAILS SHARING DEEPLY PERSONAL DETAILS OF ENDURING SEXUAL ABUSE AS A OF ENDURING SEXUAL ABUSE AS A CHILD, BEING BULLIED IN HIGH CHILD, BEING BULLIED IN HIGH SCHOOL AND A DOWNWARD SPIRAL SCHOOL AND A DOWNWARD SPIRAL INTO DRUG ADDICTION. INTO DRUG ADDICTION. SEVEN YEARS AGO AT THE AGE OF SEVEN YEARS AGO AT THE AGE OF 25, HE RECEIVED NEWS THAT WOULD 25, HE RECEIVED NEWS THAT WOULD CHANGE HIS LIFE. CHANGE HIS LIFE. HE WRITES, WHEN I GOT HIV I FELT HE WRITES, WHEN I GOT HIV I FELT THAT I WASN’T ALLOWED TO BE SEEN THAT I WASN’T ALLOWED TO BE SEEN AS SEXY OR DESIRABLE. AS SEXY OR DESIRABLE. I HAD TO WORK SO MUCH HARDER TO I HAD TO WORK SO MUCH HARDER TO FALL IN LOVE, AND ACCEPT WHERE FALL IN LOVE, AND ACCEPT WHERE I’D COME FROM IN MY LIFE, AND I’D COME FROM IN MY LIFE, AND FORGIVE MYSELF FOR ALL THE FORGIVE MYSELF FOR ALL THE DECISIONS I HAD MADE TO GET DECISIONS I HAD MADE TO GET THERE. THERE. SPARING NONE OF THE HARDEST SPARING NONE OF THE HARDEST DETAILS, HOPING TO MAKE A DETAILS, HOPING TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE BY SHARING HIS DIFFERENCE BY SHARING HIS JOURNEY, VAN NESS SAYS THIS BOOK JOURNEY, VAN NESS SAYS THIS BOOK IS A RAW JOURNEY TO SELF-LOVE, IS A RAW JOURNEY TO SELF-LOVE, EXPLAINING THAT IT’S NOT GOING EXPLAINING THAT IT’S NOT GOING TO BE PRETTY, BUT IT IS MY TRUTH TO BE PRETTY, BUT IT IS MY TRUTH AND IF I DON’T SHARE IT, I WON’T AND IF I DON’T SHARE IT, I WON’T BE ABLE TO HELP OTHERS. BE ABLE TO HELP OTHERS. JONATHAN, GOOD MORNING. JONATHAN, GOOD MORNING.>>GOOD MORNING.>>GOOD MORNING.>>YOU OKAY.>>YOU OKAY.>>YES.>>YES.>>IT’S A BIG DAY.>>IT’S A BIG DAY.>>IT IS A BIG DAY.>>IT IS A BIG DAY.>>YOU HAVE YOUR BOOK OUT, AND>>YOU HAVE YOUR BOOK OUT, AND WHAT YOU HAVE ESSENTIALLY DONE WHAT YOU HAVE ESSENTIALLY DONE IS TAKEN YOUR HEART, PUT IT ON IS TAKEN YOUR HEART, PUT IT ON THIS PAGE AND HANDED IT OUT AND THIS PAGE AND HANDED IT OUT AND SAID THIS IS ME. SAID THIS IS ME. WHAT DOES IT FEEL LIKE IN THIS WHAT DOES IT FEEL LIKE IN THIS MOMENT TO BE PUTTING THE MOST MOMENT TO BE PUTTING THE MOST INTIMATE PARTS OF YOUR LIFE OUT INTIMATE PARTS OF YOUR LIFE OUT THERE FOR PEOPLE TO SEE? THERE FOR PEOPLE TO SEE?>>WELL, THIS IS A GOOD SENTENCE>>WELL, THIS IS A GOOD SENTENCE TO DESCRIBE IT, LIN MANUEL TO DESCRIBE IT, LIN MANUEL MESSAGES ME ON TWITTER THIS MESSAGES ME ON TWITTER THIS MORNING, AND THAT’S ALWAYS A MORNING, AND THAT’S ALWAYS A SURREAL EXPERIENCE IN AND OF SURREAL EXPERIENCE IN AND OF ITSELF, SENDING YOU SOME LOVE. ITSELF, SENDING YOU SOME LOVE. I’M SURE IT’S A CRAZY TIME, AND I’M SURE IT’S A CRAZY TIME, AND I SAID THANK YOU SO MUCH, DOING I SAID THANK YOU SO MUCH, DOING WELL, IT’S VERY TWILIGHT ZONE UP WELL, IT’S VERY TWILIGHT ZONE UP IN HERE, WAS EXACTLY WHAT I SAID IN HERE, WAS EXACTLY WHAT I SAID RIGHT BEFORE THIS. RIGHT BEFORE THIS. IT FEELS KIND OF TWILIGHT IT FEELS KIND OF TWILIGHT ZONISH, BUT I HAVE THIS VERY ZONISH, BUT I HAVE THIS VERY CALM SENSE OF I DID THIS FOR A CALM SENSE OF I DID THIS FOR A REASON AND IT’S, I STAND BY REASON AND IT’S, I STAND BY THOSE REASONS AND I THINK IT IS THOSE REASONS AND I THINK IT IS REALLY IMPORTANT FOR ME TO SPEAK REALLY IMPORTANT FOR ME TO SPEAK ABOUT THESE — TO SPEAK ABOUT ABOUT THESE — TO SPEAK ABOUT THE THINGS I HAVE TALKED ABOUT THE THINGS I HAVE TALKED ABOUT IN THIS BOOK. IN THIS BOOK. I THINK IT WAS THE RIGHT THING I THINK IT WAS THE RIGHT THING TO DO. TO DO.>>SOME PEOPLE SAY WHEN YOU TELL>>SOME PEOPLE SAY WHEN YOU TELL THE TRUTH, YOU FEEL CALM BECAUSE THE TRUTH, YOU FEEL CALM BECAUSE YOU KNOW IT’S YOUR TRUTH, AND YOU KNOW IT’S YOUR TRUTH, AND SEVEN YEARS AGO, YOU WERE A SEVEN YEARS AGO, YOU WERE A HAIRSTYLIST IN ST. LOUIS, YOU HAIRSTYLIST IN ST. LOUIS, YOU WERE DOING SOMEONE’S HAIR, IT WERE DOING SOMEONE’S HAIR, IT WAS JUST ANOTHER RANDOM DAY IN WAS JUST ANOTHER RANDOM DAY IN YOUR LIFE, AND YOU FAINTED AND YOUR LIFE, AND YOU FAINTED AND THAT WAS THE DAY THAT REALLY THAT WAS THE DAY THAT REALLY EVERYTHING CHANGED. EVERYTHING CHANGED. TAKE ME THROUGH THAT DAY, WHAT TAKE ME THROUGH THAT DAY, WHAT HAPPENED. HAPPENED. WHAT DID YOU LEARN THAT DAY? WHAT DID YOU LEARN THAT DAY?>>WELL, I WAS TRYING TO, YOU>>WELL, I WAS TRYING TO, YOU KNOW, PUSH THROUGH. KNOW, PUSH THROUGH. I HAD LIKE NOT BEEN FEELING I HAD LIKE NOT BEEN FEELING AMAZING, AND SO I WAS DOING A AMAZING, AND SO I WAS DOING A VERY GOOD CLIENT’S HAIR, I VERY GOOD CLIENT’S HAIR, I TALKED ABOUT HER IN THE BOOK. TALKED ABOUT HER IN THE BOOK. SHE WAS ONE OF THE THREE OR FOUR SHE WAS ONE OF THE THREE OR FOUR LIKE FAITHFUL, LOYAL CLIENTS WHO LIKE FAITHFUL, LOYAL CLIENTS WHO I HAD IN ST. LOUIS. I HAD IN ST. LOUIS. IT WAS KIND OF A ROUGH GO, AND I IT WAS KIND OF A ROUGH GO, AND I WAS LIKE, LET ME JUST, YOU KNOW, WAS LIKE, LET ME JUST, YOU KNOW, PULL THIS PARTIAL HIGHLIGHT PULL THIS PARTIAL HIGHLIGHT TOGETHER AND BE ABOUT MY DAY, TOGETHER AND BE ABOUT MY DAY, AND THE NEXT THING I KNEW I WAS AND THE NEXT THING I KNEW I WAS ON MY BACK ON THE GROUND, I WAS ON MY BACK ON THE GROUND, I WAS LIKE WHERE AM I AND I WAS LIKE LIKE WHERE AM I AND I WAS LIKE THIS FEELS NOT — THIS DOESN’T THIS FEELS NOT — THIS DOESN’T FEEL GOOD SO I WENT HOME AND FEEL GOOD SO I WENT HOME AND WENT TO BED, AND THE NEXT DAY I WENT TO BED, AND THE NEXT DAY I WENT TO PLANNED PARENTHOOD AND WENT TO PLANNED PARENTHOOD AND THAT WAS WHERE I FOUND OUT THAT THAT WAS WHERE I FOUND OUT THAT I HAD HIV. I HAD HIV. AND I JUST REMEMBER THIS — IT AND I JUST REMEMBER THIS — IT WAS THE MOMENT THAT YOU LIKE WAS THE MOMENT THAT YOU LIKE DREAD HEARING. DREAD HEARING. IT’S THE THING THAT I HAD LIKE IT’S THE THING THAT I HAD LIKE FEARED, YOU KNOW, WHICH I ALSO FEARED, YOU KNOW, WHICH I ALSO TALK ABOUT IN THE BOOK. TALK ABOUT IN THE BOOK. IT WAS SOMETHING I HAD BEEN VERY IT WAS SOMETHING I HAD BEEN VERY FEARFUL OF, AS A SMALL CHILD, I FEARFUL OF, AS A SMALL CHILD, I WAS BORN IN 1987 SO GROWING UP WAS BORN IN 1987 SO GROWING UP IN THE MIDST OF THE HIV, AIDS IN THE MIDST OF THE HIV, AIDS CRISIS, AND HAVING TWO PARENTS CRISIS, AND HAVING TWO PARENTS WHO WERE, YOU KNOW, THE AGE OF WHO WERE, YOU KNOW, THE AGE OF SENG PEOPLE JUST, WE LOST AN SENG PEOPLE JUST, WE LOST AN ENTIRE GENERATION OF PEOPLE. ENTIRE GENERATION OF PEOPLE.>>SURE.>>SURE. DID YOU TALK TO YOUR MOM ABOUT DID YOU TALK TO YOUR MOM ABOUT THAT AFTER EVERYTHING HAPPENED? THAT AFTER EVERYTHING HAPPENED? AND HOW WAS SHE, TELL ME HOW AND HOW WAS SHE, TELL ME HOW YOUR MOM WAS? YOUR MOM WAS?>>MY MOM HAD AN INTENSE GO.>>MY MOM HAD AN INTENSE GO. SHE HAD JUST LOST HER HUSBAND, SHE HAD JUST LOST HER HUSBAND, AND SHE IS THE STRONGEST PERSON AND SHE IS THE STRONGEST PERSON I KNOW. I KNOW. THAT PICTURE IS LUKE RIGHT WHEN THAT PICTURE IS LUKE RIGHT WHEN SHE HAD FINISHED TREATMENT FOR SHE HAD FINISHED TREATMENT FOR OVARIAN CANCER, AND SHE WAS OVARIAN CANCER, AND SHE WAS LIKE, I’M SICK OF HAVING SILVER LIKE, I’M SICK OF HAVING SILVER HAIR, HONEY, I’M PARAPHRASING HAIR, HONEY, I’M PARAPHRASING THERE, OKAY, YES, WE’RE DONE THERE, OKAY, YES, WE’RE DONE WITH CHEMO, AND WE DID WITH CHEMO, AND WE DID MAINTENANCE THAT WAS MORE THAN MAINTENANCE THAT WAS MORE THAN WE CAN CHEW. WE CAN CHEW.>>YOU TALK ABOUT YOUR MOM SO>>YOU TALK ABOUT YOUR MOM SO LOVINGLY, OBVIOUSLY, AND I THINK LOVINGLY, OBVIOUSLY, AND I THINK NOT EVERYBODY HAS A FAMILY NOT EVERYBODY HAS A FAMILY THAT’S AS SUPPORTIVE AS YOURS THAT’S AS SUPPORTIVE AS YOURS WAS. WAS. YOU DESCRIBE YOUR MOM, YOU SAY YOU DESCRIBE YOUR MOM, YOU SAY SHE ACCEPTED YOU COMPLETELY WHEN SHE ACCEPTED YOU COMPLETELY WHEN SO MANY OTHERS COULDN’T. SO MANY OTHERS COULDN’T. WHERE WOULD YOU BE WITHOUT HER? WHERE WOULD YOU BE WITHOUT HER? . .>>WELL, I THINK IT’S IMPORTANT>>WELL, I THINK IT’S IMPORTANT TO NOTE THAT WHILE MY MOM DID TO NOTE THAT WHILE MY MOM DID ACCEPT ME COMPLETELY, I THINK ACCEPT ME COMPLETELY, I THINK THAT LIKE STEPACCEPTANCE, IT CAN THAT LIKE STEPACCEPTANCE, IT CAN A LITTLE BIT OF A MUSCLE. A LITTLE BIT OF A MUSCLE. IT WASN’T LIKE SHE — WE DIDN’T IT WASN’T LIKE SHE — WE DIDN’T START THERE. START THERE. AND I THINK ALSO RELATIONSHIPS, AND I THINK ALSO RELATIONSHIPS, MY THERAPIST ALWAYS TELLS ME MY THERAPIST ALWAYS TELLS ME THIS, RELATIONSHIPS GROW THROUGH THIS, RELATIONSHIPS GROW THROUGH DISRUPTION. DISRUPTION. A LOT OF TIMES MY MOM, THERE WAS A LOT OF TIMES MY MOM, THERE WAS A LOT OF PAINFUL STUFF THAT A LOT OF PAINFUL STUFF THAT HAPPENED, AND US BEING ABLE TO HAPPENED, AND US BEING ABLE TO COME BACK TO EACH OTHER, IS COME BACK TO EACH OTHER, IS ALWAYS WHAT MADE OUR ALWAYS WHAT MADE OUR RELATIONSHIP STRONGER, SO I RELATIONSHIP STRONGER, SO I FORGOT WHAT I WAS GOING TO SAY FORGOT WHAT I WAS GOING TO SAY AFTER THAT, BUT MY MOM IS AFTER THAT, BUT MY MOM IS INCREDIBLE. INCREDIBLE. WHERE WOULD I BE WITHOUT MY MOM. WHERE WOULD I BE WITHOUT MY MOM. PHYSICALLY NOT MEREHERE AND ASID PHYSICALLY NOT MEREHERE AND ASID FROM THAT, MY MOM HAS GIVEN ME FROM THAT, MY MOM HAS GIVEN ME THE SPACE AND LOVE THAT I DON’T THE SPACE AND LOVE THAT I DON’T KNOW IF ANYONE ELSE COULD HAVE KNOW IF ANYONE ELSE COULD HAVE GIVEN ME. GIVEN ME. I PUT MY MOM THROUGH AN I PUT MY MOM THROUGH AN EMOTIONAL INDIVIDUAL GYMNASTICS EMOTIONAL INDIVIDUAL GYMNASTICS CHAMPIONSHIP, LIKE 17,000 TIMES CHAMPIONSHIP, LIKE 17,000 TIMES AND SHE HAS JUST LIKE STUCK IT AND SHE HAS JUST LIKE STUCK IT EVERY TIME. EVERY TIME. I LOVE HER SO MUCH. I LOVE HER SO MUCH.>>THE LOA LOT OF PEOPLE THINK,>>THE LOA LOT OF PEOPLE THINK, HIV, IS HE OKAY, IS HE SICK, HOW HIV, IS HE OKAY, IS HE SICK, HOW IS HE FEELING, THERE’S SOMETHING IS HE FEELING, THERE’S SOMETHING YOU WANT TO DISPEL OUT THERE. YOU WANT TO DISPEL OUT THERE. YOU TAKE THE MEDICINE AND IT’S YOU TAKE THE MEDICINE AND IT’S NOT DETECTABLE IN YOUR BODY. NOT DETECTABLE IN YOUR BODY.>>RIGHT.>>RIGHT.>>SO THAT’S CLEAR.>>SO THAT’S CLEAR.>>SO THE TERM UNDETECTABLE>>SO THE TERM UNDETECTABLE MEANS THAT YOU, THERE’S THIS MEANS THAT YOU, THERE’S THIS THING CALLED A VIRAL LOAD AND THING CALLED A VIRAL LOAD AND THAT’S HOW MUCH COPIES OF THE THAT’S HOW MUCH COPIES OF THE VIRUS IS IN YOU, AND YOU TAKE A VIRUS IS IN YOU, AND YOU TAKE A PILL EVERY DAY, AND IT BASICALLY PILL EVERY DAY, AND IT BASICALLY KILLS ALL THE COPIES OF THE KILLS ALL THE COPIES OF THE VIRUS IN YOUR BLOOD, AND THAT VIRUS IN YOUR BLOOD, AND THAT MEANS YOU CAN ACHIEVE AND MEANS YOU CAN ACHIEVE AND MAINTAIN AN UNDETECTABLE VIRAL MAINTAIN AN UNDETECTABLE VIRAL LOAD AND THERE’S BEEN A LOT OF LOAD AND THERE’S BEEN A LOT OF STUDIES IN THE NATIONAL STUDIES IN THE NATIONAL INSTITUTE OF HEALTH AND THE UK, INSTITUTE OF HEALTH AND THE UK, AND HERE, AND THE CDC THAT AND HERE, AND THE CDC THAT BASICALLY IT’S UNDETECTABLE, BASICALLY IT’S UNDETECTABLE, UNTRANSMITTABLE, AS LONG AS UNTRANSMITTABLE, AS LONG AS YOU’RE ADHERING TO YOUR YOU’RE ADHERING TO YOUR MEDICATION, AND SEEING YOUR MEDICATION, AND SEEING YOUR DOCTOR EVERY THREE MONTHS. DOCTOR EVERY THREE MONTHS. I HAVE PICKED UP FIGURE SKATING, I HAVE PICKED UP FIGURE SKATING, I HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT GET I HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT GET CUTER AND BE ABLE TO WORK HARDER CUTER AND BE ABLE TO WORK HARDER AND LONGER HOURS. AND LONGER HOURS. I FEEL LIKE I’M THRIVING. I FEEL LIKE I’M THRIVING.>>AND CAN I TALK ABOUT YOUR>>AND CAN I TALK ABOUT YOUR FIGURE SKATING FOR A SECOND. FIGURE SKATING FOR A SECOND. YOU ARE A FIGURE SKATING YOU ARE A FIGURE SKATING ENTHUSIAST, YOU AND MICHELLE ENTHUSIAST, YOU AND MICHELLE KWAN ARE TIGHT. KWAN ARE TIGHT. I WENT ON YOUR INSTAGRAM PAGE X I WENT ON YOUR INSTAGRAM PAGE X YOU KNOW WHO LIKES EVERY ONE OF YOU KNOW WHO LIKES EVERY ONE OF YOUR PICTURES, ALY RAISMAN, SHE YOUR PICTURES, ALY RAISMAN, SHE DOES. DOES. THIS IS MORE THAN JUST A HOBBY. THIS IS MORE THAN JUST A HOBBY. YOU ARE WILD ABOUT. YOU ARE WILD ABOUT.>>I REALLY GOT TO GET MY>>I REALLY GOT TO GET MY STANDING BACK HAND SPRING, FULL STANDING BACK HAND SPRING, FULL TWISTING LAYOUT. TWISTING LAYOUT. THAT’S WHAT I’M WORKING TOWARDS. THAT’S WHAT I’M WORKING TOWARDS. THAT’S MY GOAL RIGHT NOW. THAT’S MY GOAL RIGHT NOW.>>YOU DO A COMEDY SHOW AND THIS>>YOU DO A COMEDY SHOW AND THIS IS PART OF IT. IS PART OF IT.>>AND IT OCCURRED TO ME HALFWAY>>AND IT OCCURRED TO ME HALFWAY THROUGH MY COMEDY TOUR, I HAVE A THROUGH MY COMEDY TOUR, I HAVE A WHOLE AUDIENCE, AND IF I DID A WHOLE AUDIENCE, AND IF I DID A TUMBLING ROUTINE IN THE MIDDLE TUMBLING ROUTINE IN THE MIDDLE OF IT, THEY CAN’T JUST LEAVE IN OF IT, THEY CAN’T JUST LEAVE IN THE MIDDLE SO I THREW IN A THE MIDDLE SO I THREW IN A TUMBLING ROUTINE, I’M OBSESSED. TUMBLING ROUTINE, I’M OBSESSED.>>THERE’S A GOOD FLIP.>>THERE’S A GOOD FLIP.>>THAT WAS A CLEAN LAYOUT.>>THAT WAS A CLEAN LAYOUT. I HAVE TO SAY. I HAVE TO SAY.>>STOP IT.>>STOP IT. NOW, THE BOOK IS FULL OF GREAT NOW, THE BOOK IS FULL OF GREAT ANECDOTES, IT SHOWS HOW YOU KIND ANECDOTES, IT SHOWS HOW YOU KIND OF SURVIVED HIGH SCHOOL, IT OF SURVIVED HIGH SCHOOL, IT SHOWS EVERYTHING. SHOWS EVERYTHING. YOU SHOW YOUR JOY. YOU SHOW YOUR JOY. I KNOW YOU DREAM OF GOING TO THE I KNOW YOU DREAM OF GOING TO THE OLYMPICS, I DON’T KNOW IF WE CAN OLYMPICS, I DON’T KNOW IF WE CAN DO THAT, BUT JERRY, I THINK WE DO THAT, BUT JERRY, I THINK WE HAVE THE NEXT BEST THING, IT’S HAVE THE NEXT BEST THING, IT’S NOT GREAT BUT IT’S SOMETHING. NOT GREAT BUT IT’S SOMETHING. HERE, IT’S A LITTLE PRESENT FOR HERE, IT’S A LITTLE PRESENT FOR YOU. YOU. WOULD YOU LIKE TO OPEN IT? WOULD YOU LIKE TO OPEN IT?>>SURE.>>SURE.>>OH, MY GOSH, WHAT IS THIS.>>OH, MY GOSH, WHAT IS THIS.>>IT’S OFFICIAL.>>IT’S OFFICIAL.>>OH, MY GOSH, THE OUTFIT.>>OH, MY GOSH, THE OUTFIT. THIS IS THE ONE THAT GUS IS THIS IS THE ONE THAT GUS IS ALWAYS WEARING, HONEY! ALWAYS WEARING, HONEY! AND LOOK AT THE BACK. AND LOOK AT THE BACK. THIS IS LIKE WHEN YOU MAKE THE THIS IS LIKE WHEN YOU MAKE THE CHEER SQUAD WITH YOUR HIGH CHEER SQUAD WITH YOUR HIGH SCHOOL, AND GET THE LITTLE THING SCHOOL, AND GET THE LITTLE THING WITH YOUR NAME ON IT BUT BETTER WITH YOUR NAME ON IT BUT BETTER BECAUSE IT’S AMERICA. BECAUSE IT’S AMERICA.>>I’M BIASSED ABOUT YOU, I LOVE>>I’M BIASSED ABOUT YOU, I LOVE YOU. YOU. I HAVE LOVED YOU FROM THE FIRST I HAVE LOVED YOU FROM THE FIRST TIME I MET YOU. TIME I MET YOU.>>LIKE WISE SO MUCH.

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